Nico

my friend said that, when i was kissing my boyfriend for the first time, first day we met after we were dating, and didn't let him grope me--

that he probably was thinking "god she's so middle school"

she said "I would have." (Thought "She's so middle school," that is.)

Even women support this stupid misogynistic view of 'you have to put out if you're in a relationship'

which makes it even more confusing that she does, because

i'm not ready for sex. and i don't want to be gropin or be groped the first couple make-out sessions. i feel disgusting. and it's weird.

so if I'm with her...

anyway, she also said once that you can't be in a romantic relationship if you haven't kissed. but she just said that you have to let yourself be felt up, over or under the shirt, when kissing for the first time, or you're acting like a 12-year-old kid...

if all this is true, or even if everyone believes this...

I'm never being in a romantic relationship again.