royul_thyme: (I <3 YOU OKAY? SO.)
My mom just complimented me. /)_(\

so, the utensil drawer in the kitchen broke, right? the left runner broke completely off the back of the cupboard. for SOME reason, some bloke thought it would be real smart to have metal runners . . . with a plastic backing screwed to the wood to keep it in place. PLASTIC. suffice to say, the plastic finally shattered.

with one runner broken and the right wheel off the other track, the drawer was shoved diagonally down into the cupboard below it. my brother and I figured out the problem, and when our mom got home, I told her the problem real calm-like. we all pulled the drawer out and set it on the counter. we could put all the silverware in another place until my dad buys another runner, no problem.

the problem was the cat.

click to explore the story within! intrigue. devious villains. broken appliances! )
royul_thyme: (i've got the ammo dood!)
I HAVE NO ONE TO RAMBLE TO ABOUT THIS so let's go

i started listening to Danger Days again today, and i haven't listened to anything MCR for so long that i couldn't remember all the words to my favorite songs. so i decided to change that.

LOOK ALIVE, SUNSHINE. unpopular and positive feelings on MCR and Danger Days )
royul_thyme: (How will this play out I wonder...)
AHAHHAHHAAAAAAAA I DID IT. i actually did it! i told Ly's mom that i'm not coming for Thanksgiving. YATTAAAAAAAAAAA /DANCES i couldn't think of a god that would give a shit about courage except for Ares, and like hell i was gonna pray to Ares for a bit of courage, so! i sent a prayer to Aslan. and i texted her this loooooong, polite text. here, lemme put it here

text and woot-wooting within. who's got my own horn? i do, bitches )
royul_thyme: (ڪ i'll show you windy thing.)
this is a tale of boyfriends, time-management and the lack of its existence, forgetfulness, my future, college problems, and just general suckitude.

if you are brave enough and have the patience of a sea turtle... then read on )
royul_thyme: (DuDe WhErE iS eVeRyBoDy?)
i'm going to call her Ly from now on. because "L" is too close to my Death Note feels, and "A" is Pretty Little Liars (I don't watch it) so... yeah.

ready for story time. now with capitalization and punctuation! )
royul_thyme: (GOD FUCK ALL THESE FEELINS.)
and I keep coming up short

whining about my best friend within )

bluh

Sep. 17th, 2013 02:20 pm
royul_thyme: (um...i'll be here. waiting.)
wow, I am really angry for some reason and I don't know why...

also, whoa, IE. you're capitalizing I automatically. weird...

blah )

whoa dude

Aug. 30th, 2013 01:31 pm
royul_thyme: (How will this play out I wonder...)
i just had the weirdest coolest dream ever. Friday is off, and last night i slept in my bed for the first time in two days. aw yeah. and, well okay, it wasn't the weirdest, and i KNOW i've had cooler dreams. but still, this was pretty damn cool.

it all started when... )
royul_thyme: (This is my determined face!)
y'know what? life isn't all that bad, and i feel like talkin' about somethin'. about how No One Thinks I Or Someone Else Can Accomplish Anything, and how the Smallest of Things End Up Being the Strongest.

prepare for a surprisingly lacking amount of wank and an increasing measure of shounen audacity )
royul_thyme: (DuDe WhErE iS eVeRyBoDy?)
ughhhhh why am I so tireddddddddddd i only stayed up all night watching American Horror Story (season one) and fell asleep at 11am to my sadness and woke up at 4pm that's....what, five hours, right? totally healthy. that's all i'll need.

bluh i'm probably going to fall asleep during tagging tonight. WHATEVER WHATEVER LET'S GET IT ON

updates... Percy Jackson movie was. cool visually, horrible in every other aspect. although it had good points like MR. D and other things but y'know. um. i kind of want to do an in-depth review later but I always say that and i never do

i go back to the Midwest on the 19th and I really really don't wanna go despite the fact that my best friend and nakama is there practically dying without me. because if i leave she falls apart. it sucks being alone, i know, but... well, anyway. hah. I wanna stay on the east coaaaaast

Someday, New York, some day.

in other news, my cat's ears are bloody and red and losing fur. like he's got mange on his ears only. so. the vet's appointment is Wednesday I think let's just...hope the dog licking his ears all the time doesn't give him something too. UM. i think that's it.

sleepyyyyyyyyy
royul_thyme: (i've got the ammo dood!)
finally bit the bullet and started Pottermore. thought i would finally solve the mystery of which house i'd be sorted into. i found the quiz online, off of the site, that asks you all the answers, rather than one from every category. i left that to have the experience of Pottermore, which i was sure would be amazing. and it was. the art, music, all of it--it was grand. i even got the ugliest wand known to man--Cypress with unicorn hair as the core, 10 3/4 inches, surprisingly swishy. the wand that chose me is as ugly as i am. lovely.

if you feel like reading on, please, i implore you. fair warning, though: everything sucks. )
royul_thyme: (Aradia my fairy-a)
oops. i think i have a new favorite musical artist. Sam Tsui is great. i first heard him in "Make It Up," but i've just downloaded his album that goes with that song, and then i clicked open "Shadow" thinking 'oh hey it'll be a Nico song, shadows, cool'

i was wrong

i think

but damn his voice is great. --oh, nevermind. "your shadow is still there it's something i can't touch...it's still there from yesterday can you leave me alone, i'm trying to forget you" wait....... that's not right.... "when you took it all you forgot your shadow" okay...... Calypso? no, i'm trying too hard. ANYWAY

Sam Tsui officially ties with--no okay, he is second to Adam ... uh. Owl City. because Adam sings about all the things i love except for books, and it is great. and maybe keys. but the main, whimsical things that i love he loves too. and he writes songs about it! catchy, lovely, techno songs and i love it.

and then epiphany, random-ass epiphanies everywhere )
royul_thyme: (c'mon let's have an adventure! :D)
 I GOT A BEGTA I GOT A BETA I GOT A BETA

in other news, bridesmaid dress shopping went way better than i expected. no one killed anyone even once! i didn't wanna punt Analise in the girlsack! and they only went wild grabbing dresses of their own choosing that the bride--my nakama, teme--would absolutely abhor in one store, and it's the one where we only liked one pair of boots, she and i, and she bought boots later that day anyhow and omg everything's coming together

also, update on my feelings: i've decided to just take what the world's given me. i'll play the hand i've been dealt, support her however i can, and just be whatever else she needs me. whatever he can't give her, i will. and whatever he does give her, i'll just give 103 fold better. he makes her miserable most of the time, but i'll keep her hating life less. it's the little things, really.

this is all i can do. and as long as i'm with her, i don't really care. i'd like to hold her, and leave my hand on her shoulder for a little longer than friends do, and kiss be allowed to stare into her beautiful hazel eyes and sappy stuff like that. but i can't. so I'll keep being her moirail, as pale as can be.

I REALY HOPE I GET IN TO THE PLACE I'M APPING TO THO
royul_thyme: (um...i'll be here. waiting.)
my friend said that, when i was kissing my boyfriend for the first time, first day we met after we were dating, and didn't let him grope me--

that he probably was thinking "god she's so middle school"

she said "I would have." (Thought "She's so middle school," that is.)

Even women support this stupid misogynistic view of 'you have to put out if you're in a relationship'

which makes it even more confusing that she does, because

i'm not ready for sex. and i don't want to be gropin or be groped the first couple make-out sessions. i feel disgusting. and it's weird.

so if I'm with her...

anyway, she also said once that you can't be in a romantic relationship if you haven't kissed. but she just said that you have to let yourself be felt up, over or under the shirt, when kissing for the first time, or you're acting like a 12-year-old kid...

if all this is true, or even if everyone believes this...

I'm never being in a romantic relationship again.
royul_thyme: (GOD FUCK ALL THESE FEELINS.)
god, i just sobbed for ten minutes straight because im so overwhelmed

i'm doing nearly all the homework for three summer classes, which go by incredibly quickly. meaning extra big heapings of work.

i wake up at 8:30am, go to work at 10am, get back to my apartment at 3:12pm, eat and shower for the first time that day. Then i get crackin on my homework directly afterwards, which usually ends up being 4:30pm. my history quizzes and discussions are due at 11:59pm every night. Teme's feminism blog posts--which are the length of a one page essay--and discussions are due at 8pm every night, which a 4-6 page paper due every couple of days at 8am or noon. Then there's her biology that I help with while I'm at her place, which is four discussion questions and two essay questions, pretty much. Tonight I'm writing an actual paper for her bio class, which is actually pretty off script.

with all of that, I'm doing homework from 4:30pm to 3am. Sometimes 1am, if I'm lucky. that's 10 fucking hours of homework. non-stop. at least tonight i got a sandwich...

when I get home, i desperately cling to my online world, hoping that I can calm down and have some kind of down time. an hour or two of that, and I go to bed. Usually at around 4 or 5am. At 8:30am I get up, and I do it all again.

I can't fucking do this man. And I'm supposed to be working on my hardest cosplay project yet during all this fuckery? i can't fucking do that. i just. i wanted to die tonight, writing this paper all alone in my apartment and knowing I'll be tired again come tomorrow, and I'll be doing all this again, god help me.

I love her. I want to help her. I want to do things for her, whenever I can, however i can. But she needs to do her own homework every once in a while. I'll do all her feminism just fine, I know she couldn't stand that, ever. But I can't handle all this biology shit too, on top of everything on my plate. AND she expects me to finish our CMV before Animinni? At this rate? Not gonna fucking happen.

I'm losing precious sleep typing this up because i'm not even done with her paper. i'mjust

i want it all to end sometimes
royul_thyme: (ڪ i'll show you windy thing.)
it is amazing how often i realize my father does not know anything about computers, comparatively. he knows a lot about how to take one apart and put it together, and i've learned a lot about him from that, but beyond how to back up a computer (which is just pushing a button honestly)

everything he tells me to do fucks up my computer, i catch it before it fucks it up because i fucking research it, or it's a stupid idea

"yeah i installed an app for firefox called silverlight for my professor's lectures so i coulda ctually freakin listen to 'em and now Chrome isn't playing sound for anything concerning any kind of flash playing thing, youtube, mp3 playing online devices, nothing. firefox is fine though. which is weird."
"use a different browser"

yeah like i'm gonna just fuckin ignore the problem, no. that doesn't fix anything.

i'm just
UGH
royul_thyme: (DAMMIT TROLL XANDER I WILL EAT YOUR FACE)
that moment when you really really really really really

hate

your nakama's fiancee

just ugh

he's such an ass he always hurts her and now he's threatening to not marry her if he doesn't do what he says and i'm just ughhhhhhhh

UGH
UGHUGH

ETA: nakama = moirail seeing the icon i used thought i should clarify
royul_thyme: (GOD FUCK ALL THESE FEELINS.)
so I never had a chance

that's good to know, at least

alleviates my 'what if'

not so much the pain tho. that's still there.

sigh...
royul_thyme: (Default)
in other news, i'm making eggs. sunny-side up. (which makes me thinko f Sunnydale)

in other other news, i really wanna watch Prince Caspian still. but i wanna see VoDT more. even though it was a horrible re-telling of the story... i mean, evil green mist? really? sighn, anyway...

i should be writing my synthesis paper and writing my exam. exam's two essay questions. stretched over two days. i really need to get goin o nthat.

sob jumps off the balcony
royul_thyme: (Default)
man, writing apps is hard. just testing out some html here.

Lalala fuckin around under the cut )


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