Sexual fantasies ahead! read at your own risk!

I think i finally get it. after, well enough people tease you for it, calling you something, and you start to wonder if you're exactly what they call you after all. Murderer, delinquent, queer... whatever it is, we tend to take on the roles we're given. in my case, at least for this, my nakama and my brother joked about it. they didn't mean anything by it, except maybe teme, but she wasn't meaning to be cruel. i think she was trying to show me, help me realize . . .

( Awkward realizations about my self ahead. you've been warned )

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i probably shouldn't think of myself as fat, but i do.

so i'll post that here so that people who actually know me don't worry. rather than on my one-and-only home online . . .